Dear Jonathan,

I'm not sure why today I seem to miss you more than any other day but I do. I'm sitting here wondering how can I see you just one more time. Then I wonder if that were possible would that be enough? I have to say no, it wouldn't be. I'm so done asking why and trying to find answers but then I think what now? I mean if I'm done asking questions, what do I do? Does that mean I have forgotten about you if I don't ask why anymore? I just don't know.

I haven't forgotten about you though, I could never forget about you. I had three wonderful children and even though you are not here with us anymore you will always be in my heart and mind. Always and forever.

Love,
Mom