Dear Jonathan,
Today is the day it all begin 2 years ago. At 6:30 this evening I will start to relive the tragic days to come all over again. I cant believe that once someone passes on we are left to remember it year after year. I know I should be remember only the good stuff but that is so hard to do when somethin so horrible has happened.Im not sure how to get the memories of the worst time of my life out of my head. I do have good days where I dont think about the bad stuff but they dont come as often as I would like. The good memories I have you are what keeps me going. Im gonna go I will write later....becuase all Im doing is tearing up and I dont want to cry right now.

love you,
mom
4/15/10